bipolar?

Bipolar or manic depressive disorder. I just took this quiz in facebook about mental disorders and I was shockingly, electrifyingly,dreadfully,awfully diagnosed to be a bipolar type of a person. Am i? No! I am not. (defensive) Dont get me wrong here. I am not taking those bunch of quizes in facebook and tire my eyes reading all those questions just to question its credibility afterwards. Come on... I just want to argue about it. I just need to defend myself. I know I am not bipolar. I know it. I just know it. Actually I was expecting something worse like authism because I tend to be authistic at times. Just kidding!

Well, according to what I have read about bipolars is that they have the tendeny to be suicidal. That!That! That! statement made me conclude that i dont have this manic depressive disorder that facebook was talking about. I didnt even think of killing myself. Although sometimes I send group messages that says I am going to die tonight and that I am killing myself, I have never entertained thoughts of literally killing myself. I am afraid to die. Even if worse things happen to me, I wont kill myself. Moving on to the second symptom..DEPRESSION...according again to what I have read, Depression is a psychiatric disorder characterized by an inability to concentrate, insomnia, loss of appetite, anhedonia, feelings of extreme sadness, guilt, helplessness and hopelessness, and thoughts of death. Yess.. LOSS OF APETTITE... i just dont think that I am showing this symptoms. I dont loose my appetite when I am sad and I dont entertain thoughs of killing myself. So this is the end of my defensive speech..(laugh) I just want to say to the world that.... I am not bipolar. I am normal! heard it?! Im normal!

my first blog post

Since this is my first blog post, i might as well introduce myself to you people. Im Mikaela Joyce Machado Somera. I just turned 17 years old. I am currently taking up Bachelor of Science in Mass Communication in Ateneo De Zamboanga University. Why BSMC?Well, I dont know. Really. I dont know. I just looooove writing although I admit that I still havent mastered writing yet, and I am afraid that..oh...I STILL HAVE NOT STARTED LEARNING IT YET. (First year pa lang naman eh). Yes, I write poems, short stories, essays, features during my highschool days but I may term those feature articles as "baby features" oh yeah..baby.. . I am really looking forward to learning more critical and nourishing thoughts about writing. Someday, I want to write a book. I will succeed and one day I will savour the happiness that I long for. Everything will turn out the way it was planned. Ooops.. I may be talking too much about my dreams here..or worst, about writing. Well, that is what I want to write and I think that is the purpose of a blog right? Letting people know what you feel. Letting people enter your world.

So you might ask..what made me open a blog account..? again my answer is the three-word phrase..I DONT KNOW. Something just gotten into me tonight. I dont know what it is but it gotta be good. Well, let's just put it this way.. I am feeling this oh so strong feeling in my heart and I just got to let people know what I feel. I gotta shout it to the whole world wide web. SO there, that was me..and this is my blog..